Too long of not updating my blog and wondering will I forget here is the place where I drop down my feeling and thoughts.
Life has been going on. So much of burden chores to be done, so little time to enjoy myself. All those daily hectic routine and monotonous lifestyle really can suck my life up.
Nothing much happy to share but just feel quite relieve as all my test were down and two weeks of short breaks gonna begin soon.
I don't really know how much fun will I have for the entire two weeks but I will surely rock up my life and definitely take this opportunity to meet up with all the people that I wanted to meet.
All my lovely friends, do spare some of your time for me to catch up with your life.
After three weeks of not contacting with each other, we finally met up.
She should be fine and life still continue as usual like what we always did.
Yet sometimes I felt it is the really right way to have such an intimate relationship with each other?
This contradicting feeling really makes me feel sucks and I have keep wondering should I end this relationship.
I promised her to be her sister, I promised her that will take care of her and I told her that I am satisfied with what we are now.
So much of future we had thought but I wonder will we have the strength to move on and fulfill all the dreams.
But at this time being, I will still be the one who stand by her side and who will take care of her till the day I think she do not need me anymore or the day that she don't really needs me.
We created so many fond memories with each others and yet I don't wish to replace it with the memories that I had created with you.
I just scared that when she give me too much, I will start to forget about you.
I still remember so many things related to us and I will definitely let it remain in my heart.
You have no substitution even who have come into my life.
The one and only love.