Gossip Gang

Never know that I could meet all of them in my life.

I had eventually know them for more than 3 years.

Time flies extremely fast and the story of us never end and still continue...

This gonna be a post specially dedicated to them.

We were 10 people basically from different schools, different interests and we are all distinctive between each others but yet we always hang around when we are free and that is how this bond of friendship between each of us were built.

We were each other best friends, soul mates and as important as family members in each others life. We get to share each other thoughts, opinions, happiness, sadness and even directly talking bad about each others. 

We won't feel awkward even when we don't talk to each others, we love how to spend time with each others, gossiping somebody else things and sharing how our days were spend or important events that had happened in each others life and etc.

Thanks God to let me meet all of you all.

I really appreciate all of you.

Even all of us couldn't gather all the time but I believe that this friendship will still go on and on.

Thanks for always brighten up my life with all sorts of funny and interesting stories, they always made my days extremely blue when someone is not happy or being hurt by someone.

This is a group that we are not just sharing happiness, we will back up each others when the person need help, we will be the each others shoulder when someone in this group is sad. 

We will be happy to see one of us found his/her true love, and we will get angry when one of us is being hurt by his/her partner.

Life will still have a lot of ups and downs, full of challenging obstacles but I believe each of us will be there whenever we need help.

Guys do go and catch up the dream that you all want, do go and look for a better future, do not scare to get hurt because whenever you guys need a shelter, we are always here for each others.

I believe all of us deserve a better future, better people and everything.

I love you all as much as how I love myself. Thanks for inspiring me in everything I did. Thanks for all the effort in sustaining this awesome group.

Hopefully in coming years, we will be able to gather more and capture all those wonderful memories so that we can mesmerize it when we are old enough.

4 January 2014

第一次没有任何计划的就这样去了一个不属于在新加波和马来西亚的国家。

感觉好像在做梦一样，梦醒了回到了现实。

但是这一切不是梦，我真的实现了想走就走的疯狂之旅。

就在那天很突然的说我要出国，就这样买了船票和我的朋友两个人离开这个无聊的城市。

那里也并不怎么好玩，但是就是疯狂的爱上那里的一切。

东西非常的便宜。

像是按摩2个小时只需要新币13快，

吃饭两餐加起来差不多新币30快。

在那里我是百万富翁~哈哈哈！

虽然没有任何照片保存这一段回忆，但是这样难忘的经验我铭记在心里。

谢谢那位肯陪我一起疯狂的朋友。如果没有你就不会有那天！

未来不知道还有没有机会跟你一起这样疯狂，希望还有下次~

13/12/13

时间过的很快，一转眼2013就要结束了。

假期开始了，代表着还剩下要去上课的时间不多了，

代表着我要毕业了。

已经开始习惯我班上那些朋友了，随着时间越来越短，开始感到舍不得了，

舍不得那一班天天带给我欢乐的朋友。

话说如果没有他们，我根本都不会想去学校上学，

他们是我的动力，让我在着学习的道路变得跟加棒！

他们虽然天天笑我的英文差，但是从中我也学习到很多。

他们会是我很美好的回忆。

毕业后的我不知道要干什么，

不知道要做什么工，

我开始在想我的前途到底会是怎样。

我为了我的的梦想，还要继续努力着，

所以不管怎样都要好好的努力。

放假了当然最期待的就是回去跟我的朋友过圣诞和跨年。

好久没有回去好好休息了，这一次也应该会是最后一次以学生的方式还有放假回去那么久，

所以我会好好珍惜，珍惜和我家人朋友相处的时间~

期待23号的到来。

现在的我努力做工和做功课先，好让我回去可以好好的玩~

=(

如果这是一场游戏，是否意味着它该结束了呢？
是不是我们应该回到属于我们自己的世界去了？
我们的故事并不平凡，我们的未来也是个未知数~

要谈一场不分手的恋爱很难，所以选择不恋爱，
但是这样的关系比起普通朋友来的好一点，比起情人少了一点。
我变得不知道自己想要的是什么，该不该继续，还是放弃算了~
要说我们的故事，三天三夜都说不完，
只是如今的我们是要用什么模式来相处我不知道~

我要的是个有安全感的人，
我不喜欢不回信的人因为那样我很像一个白痴对一样，
就算很忙都好，至少你有那么一封信息，告诉我你今天的点点滴滴~
就算你再累都好，能不能够重视我多一点！
就算我不比起你世界的人起眼，但是至少我希望我比他们重要一点点。

我想我自己也不确定，不确定你的想法是怎样，
我自己又想要些什么。
毕竟自己没有办法思考自己是不是真的喜欢你~
毕竟我不知道我是不是依赖你多过依赖其他人，
毕竟我自己不清楚我到底是不是会一直陪伴你~
请原谅我的不确定，我需要时间去思考这一切的一切，
因为太不切实际，因为不真实，因为我害怕受伤，因为我有过曾经。

如果你真的知道你想要的是什么，请你告诉我~
如果你知道我该怎么走，请你教教我？
我的情人自知~

Changes.

Its been such a long time that I didn't update my blog.

I can't remember what was my last post about and when did I actually posted the very last post.

Life had been full of changes. It is just like taking up a tour on the roller coaster, ups and downs and you wouldn't know when is the peak and when will it stop.

Frankly speaking, this year there is too much changes happening around me.
It takes up a lot of time for me to adapt to all the changes but I believe with the heart of perseverance, I am able to get through this.

Finally I am able to survive till the last semester of my poly life.

It is not an easy journey but I will work hard so that there won't be any regrets.

Appreciated all the people who had helped me a lot and still helping me whenever I need help.

Although I always grumble on how much I hate school, but I will still treasure the moment that I get to spend together with my awesome classmates and with them I actually had a lot of fun!

Thanks for making my poly life full of fun.

And there is always a turnover in everyone life, so do I.

I don't really know whether this a good thing or bad thing but I definitely appreciate this turnover.

Thanks for coming into my life.

Words really can't describe our circumstances now.

I need some time to sort out my feeling towards you.

Although changes may always happen between both of us, but I do treasure this relationship.

Something extraordinary, something special, someone that I love and someone that I adore.

This relationship will still be counting till the day we are able to fulfill our promises.

I will always be there for you, hold you up when you need a shelter, wipe your tears whenever you are sad and laugh for you whenever you are happy.

Thanks for being the only man that can bring so much impact into my life.

And there will still be a long way to go to create all the wonderful and significant memories between both of us.

Family

I always imagining myself standing at the top of the world and own all the things in the earth.

Always think how good if I was born in a rich family, so that I do not need to worry that I had insufficient money to use, can get all the luxury branded goods without any hesitation, can even further my studies overseas without worrying the huge sum of school fees.

Sometimes, I blamed the God why He didn't place me in a rich family, but at last I think God sure has His own purposes of placing me in this family.

My dad is the only one who support the family and I can said that he is the only man that I loved throughout my entire life as he really put in all his efforts in nurturing us and make each of my siblings graduate with at least diploma.

He was not a boss of a company or a manager, he is just a normal worker who works in the factory but his uses his own strength to feed us up.

He is the only man that I adore,respect and salute.

No matter how hard his life can be, he will still put us in priority first.

My noble daddy will be retiring soon, although life might be tough after he retired, I am sure God always has his planned for us.

Besides my daddy, God still loves me a lot by placing me in such a wonderful family which my mummy and both of my older sisters showered me with all their loves.

Although they always scold me for my mistakes but they are still the one who stand by my side all the time when anything happen. 

So in the end I understand that God had his purposes in placing me to this wonderful family. Although we might not be very rich but at least we are not starving.

Thank you God and thanks for this wonderful family.

For the special one.

Its been months that we didn't meet with each other.

Sometimes I really wonder will there be any chances that you will think of me or miss me just even a second or a minute?

Sometimes I also will think all those memories that we had actually created will you still remember?

I been really trying very hard to forget the pass and live on a better future but why it is so difficult to achieve？

Even though, I replaced all the wallpaper that I used to use but everything still doesn't change.

It is still the same. The hurt, the love, the memories all remains the same.

I wish to stop paying so much attention on you, I wish to let it go but it seems to be impossible.

Just like I lost the bracelet, I feel like I lost something that is so important to me, one of the fond memories that we had created, I felt helpless at the moment because no one can understand how I feel.

I tried to search but I couldn't find, the feeling was just so bad at that moment but once I found it, I start to smile and share the joy even when they feel like wanna kill me instead.

Yes, this is love, love that can never be replace.

I don't know how to replace by someone else too.

I might be silly and people will think I am stupid but I think this all worth for me to sacrifice.

One of the most recent Soda Green's song, 我好想你, really makes me once again feel the pain of missing you.

As I thought my happening life can make me stop missing you, but I'm wrong. 

I really miss you a lot. 

Heart pain till the max. 

Everything had changed, relationship had changed, the pass won't be back, our relationship wouldn't be reconcile again.