Its been months that we didn't meet with each other.
Sometimes I really wonder will there be any chances that you will think of me or miss me just even a second or a minute?
Sometimes I also will think all those memories that we had actually created will you still remember?
I been really trying very hard to forget the pass and live on a better future but why it is so difficult to achieve?
Even though, I replaced all the wallpaper that I used to use but everything still doesn't change.
It is still the same. The hurt, the love, the memories all remains the same.
I wish to stop paying so much attention on you, I wish to let it go but it seems to be impossible.
Just like I lost the bracelet, I feel like I lost something that is so important to me, one of the fond memories that we had created, I felt helpless at the moment because no one can understand how I feel.
I tried to search but I couldn't find, the feeling was just so bad at that moment but once I found it, I start to smile and share the joy even when they feel like wanna kill me instead.
Yes, this is love, love that can never be replace.
I don't know how to replace by someone else too.
I might be silly and people will think I am stupid but I think this all worth for me to sacrifice.
One of the most recent Soda Green's song, 我好想你, really makes me once again feel the pain of missing you.
As I thought my happening life can make me stop missing you, but I'm wrong.
I really miss you a lot.
Heart pain till the max.
Everything had changed, relationship had changed, the pass won't be back, our relationship wouldn't be reconcile again.