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如果这是一场游戏，是否意味着它该结束了呢？
是不是我们应该回到属于我们自己的世界去了？
我们的故事并不平凡，我们的未来也是个未知数~

要谈一场不分手的恋爱很难，所以选择不恋爱，
但是这样的关系比起普通朋友来的好一点，比起情人少了一点。
我变得不知道自己想要的是什么，该不该继续，还是放弃算了~
要说我们的故事，三天三夜都说不完，
只是如今的我们是要用什么模式来相处我不知道~

我要的是个有安全感的人，
我不喜欢不回信的人因为那样我很像一个白痴对一样，
就算很忙都好，至少你有那么一封信息，告诉我你今天的点点滴滴~
就算你再累都好，能不能够重视我多一点！
就算我不比起你世界的人起眼，但是至少我希望我比他们重要一点点。

我想我自己也不确定，不确定你的想法是怎样，
我自己又想要些什么。
毕竟自己没有办法思考自己是不是真的喜欢你~
毕竟我不知道我是不是依赖你多过依赖其他人，
毕竟我自己不清楚我到底是不是会一直陪伴你~
请原谅我的不确定，我需要时间去思考这一切的一切，
因为太不切实际，因为不真实，因为我害怕受伤，因为我有过曾经。

如果你真的知道你想要的是什么，请你告诉我~
如果你知道我该怎么走，请你教教我？
我的情人自知~

Changes.

Its been such a long time that I didn't update my blog.

I can't remember what was my last post about and when did I actually posted the very last post.

Life had been full of changes. It is just like taking up a tour on the roller coaster, ups and downs and you wouldn't know when is the peak and when will it stop.

Frankly speaking, this year there is too much changes happening around me.
It takes up a lot of time for me to adapt to all the changes but I believe with the heart of perseverance, I am able to get through this.

Finally I am able to survive till the last semester of my poly life.

It is not an easy journey but I will work hard so that there won't be any regrets.

Appreciated all the people who had helped me a lot and still helping me whenever I need help.

Although I always grumble on how much I hate school, but I will still treasure the moment that I get to spend together with my awesome classmates and with them I actually had a lot of fun!

Thanks for making my poly life full of fun.

And there is always a turnover in everyone life, so do I.

I don't really know whether this a good thing or bad thing but I definitely appreciate this turnover.

Thanks for coming into my life.

Words really can't describe our circumstances now.

I need some time to sort out my feeling towards you.

Although changes may always happen between both of us, but I do treasure this relationship.

Something extraordinary, something special, someone that I love and someone that I adore.

This relationship will still be counting till the day we are able to fulfill our promises.

I will always be there for you, hold you up when you need a shelter, wipe your tears whenever you are sad and laugh for you whenever you are happy.

Thanks for being the only man that can bring so much impact into my life.

And there will still be a long way to go to create all the wonderful and significant memories between both of us.