For the special one.

Its been months that we didn't meet with each other.

Sometimes I really wonder will there be any chances that you will think of me or miss me just even a second or a minute?

Sometimes I also will think all those memories that we had actually created will you still remember?

I been really trying very hard to forget the pass and live on a better future but why it is so difficult to achieve？

Even though, I replaced all the wallpaper that I used to use but everything still doesn't change.

It is still the same. The hurt, the love, the memories all remains the same.

I wish to stop paying so much attention on you, I wish to let it go but it seems to be impossible.

Just like I lost the bracelet, I feel like I lost something that is so important to me, one of the fond memories that we had created, I felt helpless at the moment because no one can understand how I feel.

I tried to search but I couldn't find, the feeling was just so bad at that moment but once I found it, I start to smile and share the joy even when they feel like wanna kill me instead.

Yes, this is love, love that can never be replace.

I don't know how to replace by someone else too.

I might be silly and people will think I am stupid but I think this all worth for me to sacrifice.

One of the most recent Soda Green's song, 我好想你, really makes me once again feel the pain of missing you.

As I thought my happening life can make me stop missing you, but I'm wrong. 

I really miss you a lot. 

Heart pain till the max. 

Everything had changed, relationship had changed, the pass won't be back, our relationship wouldn't be reconcile again.

My holiday~

Last two weeks was my school holidays and so far I had spend the best and the most awesome holidays the two entire weeks.

I knew that my mum gonna killed me as I go home very late everyday during the two weeks.

But I just love the fun of hanging out with my babes whenever I am free.

To summarize the holidays, nothing much special just go out to have supper with my friends, come my house at the late night and playing games, some chilling session, and the only outing that I went was JB one day trip. 

Not forgetting also that I went to Zenxin Organic Park to cycle but I was having a bad day as I can't really cycle well. So I bet I won't be going there anymore.

Not to say I didn't spent time with my family, I did spent time with them as me and my family had celebrated my little nephew 3 years old birthday and Father's Day and every Sunday is my family day. I will spend all my Sunday having dinner with my family. This is what I usually won't missed out unless there is something important that I really need to attend.

Lastly, I wanna thanks all my friends of spending your precious times with me during the entire two weeks. I truly enjoyed every moments with you all and it was really a nice catch up with you all.

Take care all my babes=） Love you guys till the max=)

Too many pictures to be upload so I compiled it and never get the chances to take pictures of everyone that I actually meet up. 

Little nephew birthday celebration.

Enjoy the time spent with them.

Buddies birthday celebration.

My baby boy~ Someone that I meet almost everyday.

One day JB trip. Photo taken at Polar Dance Studio.

Shapo in da house! Love you guys too=)

My baby~Words don't express how much I treasured you.

Silly sister/

One of my precious babe. Thanks a lot of fetching me here and there. Love you deep deep and best luck in your studies.

My gossip geng! I appreaciate them a lot.

6/6/13

Too long of not updating my blog and wondering will I forget here is the place where I drop down my feeling and thoughts.

Life has been going on. So much of burden chores to be done, so little time to enjoy myself. All those daily hectic routine and monotonous lifestyle really can suck my life up.

Nothing much happy to share but just feel quite relieve as all my test were down and two weeks of short breaks gonna begin soon.

I don't really know how much fun will I have for the entire two weeks but I will surely rock up my life and definitely take this opportunity to meet up with all the people that I wanted to meet.

All my lovely friends, do spare some of your time for me to catch up with your life. 

After three weeks of not contacting with each other, we finally met up.

She should be fine and life still continue as usual like what we always did. 

Yet sometimes I felt it is the really right way to have such an intimate relationship with each other?

This contradicting feeling really makes me feel sucks and I have keep wondering should I end this relationship.

I promised her to be her sister, I promised her that will take care of her and I told her that I am satisfied with what we are now. 

So much of future we had thought but I wonder will we have the strength to move on and fulfill all the dreams.

But at this time being, I will still be the one who stand by her side and who will take care of her till the day I think she do not need me anymore or the day that she don't really needs me.

We created so many fond memories with each others and yet I don't wish to replace it with the memories that I had created with you. 

I just scared that when she give me too much, I will start to forget about you.

I still remember so many things related to us and I will definitely let it remain in my heart.

You have no substitution even who have come into my life. 

The one and only love.

Forever Love my beloved country!

When I was young, I was not so into politics. 

I don't really care who will rule the country as long as I live a happy life and I grown up in a blissful manners.

And until today I finally realized that politics issues had became worst from day to day.

I am not going to discuss about politics but I do feel heart pain for Election 2013.

Why the rural party-BN can do such dirty tricks in order to seat on the throne.

I always thought an election must be fair and righteous. 

BN had really make Malaysia's disgrace in a lot of other countries.

Why there will be sudden black out and BN get more votes! 

BN really thought we all stupid that's why they do so silly stuffs?

If BN wants to win over the nation heart, BN should take its own effort to change.

 They should also let the nation see the effort that they all had actually put in to develop our country and not by playing all the dirty tricks to win during the election.

One thing to be happy about is that nation are getting united to UBAH! 

We are not protesting but we are playing a part as a Malaysian to make our country better and better.

Our PM had thought us to become Satu Malaysia and we finally did.

No discrimination, no racist!

We are not Chinese, Malay or Indian but we are Malaysian.

We are not Banglasia! 

No any other country will be able to speak four languages in a sentence and still understand what the sentence meant.

We fight for our country for a better future.

Even we had lose this time, but the spirit of the nation will never ever fade. 

We will work harder to prove that we want to change!

For those who did not get to vote this time, five years later let's vote together to make a change to our country!

Although I am not participating in any of the UBAH events, but I do feel happy to see all the Malaysian gather together to support the events.

I was so touch to see the video in Kelana Jaya and when the nation sang the national anthem. The nicest national anthem sang by Malaysian that I had ever heard.

Do remember we did not act harsh, we used words to let them understand us.

Words always speak louder than action.

I had been wearing black for the past six days to mourn for my beloved country.

I am not qualify to vote this time, but 5 years later I will do my part to vote.

I love Malaysia,  I want a clean and safe Malaysia.

Even though I am not staying there permanently, but I will definitely return to my hometown when I am old because I love the environment and love the people there.

Love the carefree life at there too so I want my country to be safe when I plan to return! 

Year 3 Sem 1

School had officially started for three days.

So far I still dislike to go to school and preferred to stay at home or either go to work.

I dislike the modules that I need to study and the thing that I hate the most is that I do not have somebody who can accompany me in the class.

Just to say that I have to lunch alone,go to school alone and go back to school alone too.

I hate to be alone. I really hate.

I just don't get why I can have somebody who can accompany me in class.

I am a person who can make friends so easily but why can't I get any good friends in class.
I miss my Year 1 friends. 

Mood was so down recently as I hate going to school.

I wanna go home. I wanna have a break. I hate school. 

=(

Internship Experiences~~~

9 weeks will officially come to an end after this Friday.

This mean that ending of internship and Year 3 gonna begin.

It is a good experience working in SP services as the colleagues make this journey a wonderful and meaningful one.

Nonetheless of all the problems you faced, people there would not hesitate to help you out. 

They were so eager to share experiences they encounter throughout their working life.

Even though, days might be tired when I faced with all the ridiculous and nasty people but they were the one who strengthen me up and move on for this 9 weeks.

So much experiences gained but it was indescribable.

Thank you for this wonderful memories,thanks for the people there.

You guys had taught me a good lesson, something that couldn't be found in the classroom.

Appreciate each and every of you there.

Every journey will come to an end, so this is the time to say goodbye.

Saying goodbye by bringing all the knowledge gains to continue on pertaining a good future.

I will remember each and every of the people day.

One day later I might be back to join the team and continue to serve our customers better.

Meaningful Weekend.

This was so far the best weekend that I had spent in Singapore. 

Three days of fun made my days superb awesome.

It's actually damn tiring but I still enjoyed a lot.

Going out with the right people is the most important thing.

No matter how much money both of us had spent it wasn't a waste at all.

On the Friday night, we went to walk around the town and had dinner at Japanese Ramen restaurant which tasted sucks.

We ended our day with a suck movie too,Snitch.

On Saturday night, we went to movie and Itacho sushi for our dinner.

I think Itacho sushi was the best sushi that I had ever tried.

After dinner, we actually walked around Bugis and we get to watch a charity event hosting there.

Saw a few handsome macho 8-tv celebrities. 

Managed to get a picture with one of them.

Feel great to see a group of people showing their martial art skills.

Starbucks after that and I still love the drink that I always order.

Accompany her to work and I get one free shot of Tequila which tasted more like 7-up.

Yesterday was the best day as we headed to East Coast Park to embrace the tranquility of the beautiful scenery.

We walked around the beach and we decided to cycle.

It is so fun since I last cycle like during my primary school time.

And the best thing was that I actually can cycle.

Met with my bestie from school as well.

Dinner at Astons!

Lastly,movie for the night was Warm Bodies which I found it was quite nice!

Thank you for your accompany and your treat!

I know you almost bankrupt already!Haha!

Thanks for being my best friend!

Day 1-Ramen and sushi=(

First selca for both of us!

Guess which toilet we entered?

Day 2-Itacho Sushi=)

While waiting for sushi to arrive=)

Martial art performances!

Shane in d house!!!

Starbucks-ing!

Day 3-Astons=）

Resting while cycling!

Group picture=)

Our bicycle !